Friday, January 20, 2012

Attic

This week my husband has been working on the space in the cottage that he calls the attic. In the cottage it is where a peak in the roof line goes up and so it really will be a space to store maybe a few sleeping bags and some blankets. In our house we do not have an attic. I wanted one but the design of our home did not allow it. So instead I have a storage room. What I mean when I say I wanted one, is that I loved going into the attic as a child at my grandparents. It was a secret place that grandma only let me go in with her very rarely. In the upstairs back bedroom there was a small little door. A door just right for a little girl with an imagination. That room had shelves and boxes lining it. There were old pictures and toys up there that my father had played with when he was a boy. She would let me hold them and look at them, but never could I take them out of the attic. They were forever banished to that room. Sometimes I would go into that room when grandma wasn't looking, open the door and just stick my head in and look around. I never stepped a foot inside as grandma might call for me and I would not hear her. I didn't want to get in trouble, just look at those toys sitting on the shelves. When they sold the old farmhouse I wondered what happened to those toys? Then at my parents house when I was growing up, we had and attic in our room. My sister and I shared a room. When we were teenagers I wanted my own space so I moved into the attic. I put a mattress in there and slept for a few weeks until my dad said the bats maybe moving in. A few weeks ago my mom had me go through the little door to the attic to get something out of it. Yeah, bat poop all over, but looking around I saw boxes and old toys... memories of long ago. I still love attics. My new attic is not a room but I do hope to put some memories up inside it for someone to find... someday.

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  1. Tammy! You've been writing all this time that I haven't been reading blogs. I've sort of been an electronic recluse. :)
    I've read all of them, but this one is my very favorite, hands down. It made me think immediately of the little attic-like spaces under the eaves in the upstairs of my grandparents' house. It sounds very much like what you describe, and we rarely went in there either. There were leftover bits and pieces of things that had belonged to my dad and uncles, along with stuff my grandparents had collected and stored. I hadn't thought of that in years. Thank you for bringing it back into my mind.

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  2. Tammy,
    This phrase: "secret place" tugs at me and makes me want to read more, to know more. Your look at attics is magical and I have to wonder, is there a children's book lurking? One taking place in an attic?

    I'm glad you've found time to collect a few magical words even with everything else going on in your life.

    Ruth

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